This was my ‘Farewell’ message to the congregation in Lynnville (IL) on August 28, 2005. The Scripture was from Romans 12: 9-21…
January 13, 2002. That was the Sunday, almost four years ago, that I first stood at this pulpit! I told you how the church I grew-up in immersed people, about attending a baptism in a little church in the Ozarks where we all went down to the nearest creek to perform the ceremony, and how I, and I quote, “…always regarded this as a true act of faith. First of all, this was usually pretty cold water! Second, these were the same waters that I would swim in at my grandpa’s and come out with leaches hanging onto me! And let’s not forget that water-moccasins and copperheads abounded! So it seemed to me that someone really had to have a trust in God to take that walk into those waters.”
I’ve told you stories about learning to cultivate beans, about driving an earthmover through downtown Springfield, and about how much of a Star Trek fan I am. I’m sure that almost everybody here remembers my telling about the cheerleaders (and if you weren’t here for that one, I’m sure somebody will be happy to tell you about it!), and most of you probably remember the longest one that I did on Job where I read letters from an old girlfriend! (What you don’t know is how much that particular sermon has affected my life in so many ways!) But do you remember that the sermon with the cheerleaders was about how Christians need to fellowship and work together? And do you also remember that reading the letters from Ruth led to the message of how God never gives us more to deal with than we can handle?
The fact is, almost all of my sermons have started with a personal story of some kind! And I have always hoped that by doing so each of you could relate more personally to the message itself, and better remember and connect it to your own lives!
And… even though there are some that I feel are better than others, I think each one has made a good point… indeed, there have been a number of times that, after giving one that I didn’t think was my ‘best’ by any means, one of you would come up to me afterwards and say how much one point or another meant to you! So it would seem that God had something or someone in mind for each sermon that I wrote… and frankly, sometimes that ‘someone’ was me!
Now, I have often told you how I read the verses for each Sunday early in the week, search my memory for a suitable story to tell, and then sit down at my computer and trust God to help me put it all together! And if my story-telling and style of ministry has helped you in any way to want to be here and to listen to God’s Word, then God’s using of me has been successful! The problem with this approach, however, has always been that I had to be constantly on the alert for maybe making things too much about ‘me’ and not enough about God! After all, you are all here this morning to hear God’s message and how it relates to your lives… not the ramblings of an old farm-boy!
This morning, though, I think is special… and so, on this one morning, I ask your forgiveness and forbearance as I do talk a little bit about myself and what I have done here over the last 44 months… and maybe in the process, you might come to realize how much each of you… and through you, this congregation… have changed over that same period of time as well!
When I first stood up here on that Sunday in January all those years ago I addressed somewhere between five and ten people… we seemed to average between 4-6, but some Sundays might find only 2 or 3 of us here. Indeed, I had been warned that the consensus was that the doors would soon be closed and locked for good! And since for the first16 months I shared this pulpit every-other-Sunday with two other speakers, there was little I felt I could do to remedy that situation! And we did, indeed, talk about and hold meetings to discuss that very closing… so when I was asked to start being here every Sunday, it was with an ‘instruction’ that I had probably better help those who were here to prepare for that finality! I, however, responded that I was more than happy to take over each Sunday, but that if I did, I was not going to take the closing of this building lying down!
And so the work began! I don’t know how many of you realized that I started working one day less a week at my regular job so as to have the time I felt I needed to dedicate to this work! And partly because of that work… and partly because of God’s working in His way… things began to change! First off, I wrote and presented my ‘Western Bible Study’, and what a success that was! Not only did we average just over twenty people attending each week, but I think I can count several of our new members whose coming here started because of that class!
I also wrote a shorter study that was musically based, and presented the prepared version of ‘An Ordinary Day with Jesus!”, both of which were well attended and, I think, appreciated! I began putting together and presenting special services at Easter and Christmas… I think this last Christmas Eve service of lights with the Trans-Siberian Orchestra was particularly enjoyable! At about the same time as the Western Bible Study was going on, circumstances caused the Riggston UMC to ‘close with dignity’, and several of those fine people found their way here, as well! So between God and I working as a team… with Him, of course, as the team leader… we now have an average attendance of around twenty/week!
Another thing that I hope has changed since I started here is the impression that seemed to exist that this congregation was a ‘stand-alone-entity’ and that the Conference was the enemy. I hope that I have been able to show you, in some small ways, just what all the Conference does for people all over the world, including right here in Illinois, Morgan County, and Lynnville! Indeed the projector that I used for the Western Bible Study and for the graphic displays that we used for a time was a free loaner from the Conference office, and fully one-half the advertising that we did in the Jacksonville paper for some months last year was paid for by a grant through that same office! I have tried to show each of you how important the work that they do is and how important it is that we do our part in getting it done!
And we have increased our part! We may still struggle with our apportionments… and I hope that that becomes less of a struggle in the future… but we have donated a number of flood buckets and health kits to the Distribution Center to be sent wherever they are needed all over the world!
In addition to that, we have become a regular contributor to the local food center, giving many hundreds of dollars in goods and cash over the last two years… a feat made all-the-more remarkable when the size of our congregation is taken into account! And one must wonder just how many lives we have made a difference in!
So, YES, I have seen changes in the size and in the involvement of this Lynnville United Methodist Church… but even more than that, I have seen changes in each of you! I have seen some of you cry after a particular message has moved you… I have seen you laugh as I tell a story on myself… and I have seen the faces of many of you change from a look of uncertainty to a look of understanding and acceptance as I delivered a message that seemed to have a particular personal interest to you.
At the same time, I’m sure that each of you have seen changes in me… and I hope that most of them have been good ones! When I first stood up here with just a hand written paper that the other speaker at that time had given me with the order of the service on it and tried to remember to say and do all of the things I had been taught and/or had seen other pastors do, I don’t mind saying that I was about as nervous as anybody could be. Today we use a printed bulletin for all to follow, yet I feel confident enough at times to make changes in our ‘regular’ order of things if I see a particular need to do so… indeed doing the sermon today after Communion is probably not ‘orthodox’, but I felt that on this one occasion, at least, I wanted to have the ‘last word’.
And, yes, I DO still get nervous on occasion! I seem to recall assisting with a certain wedding that found me making a Huge ‘faux pas’… And even though there are still times, like that, when things just don’t seem to work out like I had planned, I know that you all accept me and understand that things sometimes happen! One thing you may not know is that during our few moments of silent prayer each week, I am praying for God to give me the words to say and message to deliver to you, His people… I pray that He use me as His tool to be best able to reach out and touch each of you in some way!
I have also grown, I hope, in my knowledge and understanding of God’s Word… it has been said, and truthfully so, that there is no better way to learn something than to teach it! And in my teaching you, I have learned so very, very much myself… and as I said earlier, I have felt like some of the sermons that I wrote were intended for me as much as anyone!
I am human! And being human, I make mistakes! Being Christian, I try to learn from those mistakes and move on. But sometimes there comes an issue that only time and prayer can give any answers to, and there have been occasions when I stood behind this pulpit and felt totally unworthy of serving in such a position! I hope you have noted that I have never said that ‘you’ have sinned but that ‘we’ have sinned… for I certainly am a sinner! But through the grace of God, I… and each one of you… are truly forgiven!
So, yes, I think we have all grown over these last few years! You have grown as a congregation and have begun to take your place in the connection-ism of the world around us… as individuals, you have grown in your faith and understanding of what it means to be a Christian… and as a pastor, I have grown in my knowledge and acceptance of God and all that He means to each of us!
And so, it is for this moment that I chose, from the lectionary, these verses from Romans to read this morning. The Life Application Commentary tells us that, “As it has done elsewhere, Paul’s thinking progresses from the use of gifts to the motivation behind those gifts – love. Whereas the previous section, which we studied last week, pointed to individual contributions that each believer can make to the body, this section includes practical commands that require application by all believers. These commands cover two distinct concerns: among believers, there must be evidence that love is being practiced and that evil is being defeated.”
These, I think, are the two main points that I have tried to make over the course of my tenure here… that loving God must show ‘evidence’ of being practiced… such as giving to the food center and distribution center, as examples… and that evil is being defeated… and we can best do that by reading our Bibles, knowing what the Word of God says, understanding what He means by it, and standing up and fighting for what is right in God’s name!
So I would like to leave you by reading these words of Paul’s as if they were my words of farewell to each of you…
Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Share with God’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality.
Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.
Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. On the contrary:
“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.”
Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.
There is a quote that I first saw on a billboard in Missouri… and I did know whose it was but have forgotten… that says, “All evil needs to succeed is for good men to do nothing.” Please! Don’t let evil succeed! Not in this church… not in Lynnville… not on this earth! Do Something! Do Something Good! For God’s sake… Do Something Good… Today!!!